The Golden Sequence

A Fourfold Study of the Spiritual Life

EVELYN UNDERHILL

FELLOW OF KING S COLLEGE, LONDON

4-2 Adoration

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SURELY the 'marvellous intercourse' of spirit with Spirit which is the essence of a life of prayer, can only begin and be maintained in adoration. The first real response of the awakened creature to the overshadowing and awakening Power, must be a lifting up of mind and heart to God in Himself; the humble, undemanding love of adorer for Adored. Indeed, this awe-struck love must penetrate and sanctify all prayer. Everything is safe which can live within its aura: all is suspect which slurs the deep sense of God's priority and absolute demand. 'Let my prayer be set forth in Thy sight as the incense', says the Psalmist, watching the quiet smoke of that unearthly offering. Its very heart shall be a costly act of purest worship; ascending from visible to Invisible, from changeful man to the Abiding God. It shall not be self-regarding, anxious, utilitarian. It shall be fragrant with adoring love. Then, perhaps, the lifting up of my restless hands towards the Eternal may become as the evening sacrifice; that meal-offering which hallowed and dedicated the homely stuff of everyday life.

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Unless this inarticulate spirit of adoration, the primitive fundamental response of our spirits to God's Spirit, however imperfectly conceived, colours our whole intercourse with Him, we shall not get our proportions right. Without that humble upward look and upward aspiration of the little creature to the Infinite, the life of prayer quickly becomes shallow, cramped, utilitarian; or even cheaply familiar. For the true situation of the soul entering prayer, is that of the young Isaiah when the glory of the Lord filled the Temple, and he found himself in the presence of a Reality at which even the seraphs dared not look. To forget this, and with it the lessons of the incense and the box of precious ointment, is to cut off our prayer from that which is the very source of its deepest inspiration and power; the awed yet loving sense of God's absolute primacy, the drawing nigh to Him because He alone matters, and His creatures only matter because of Him.

'If, says Huvelin, 'a soul said to me, "To-day I saw God," I should ask "How do you feel in yourself, now that God is so near to you, has entered into you?" If she were indeed penetrated by Him whom she had received she would reply "I find myself very small—I have fallen very low." Confusion of face is the inevitable reaction, the essential impression, of the soul who has seen God pass by in His greatness.' That note of wonder and abasement, the deep feeling of the utter difference in kind between the Eternal God and that creation which He is making for Himself—and yet the

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marvellous fact, that He desires and incites each 'created spirit to draw near to Him, and seeks with a greater thirst than He is ever sought: this is never absent from the deepest and most prevailing prayers of the saints.

In Isaiah's vision, those spirits of pure love who stood nearest to the Glory asked for nothing. In deepest reverence, they delighted in God ; content to see nothing and do nothing, so long as they were maintained before His face. ' Each one had six wings ; with twain he covered his face, and with twain he covered his feet, and with twain he did fly. And one cried unto another, and said, Holy, holy, holy, is the Lord of hosts : the whole earth is full of his glory.' We, drawing near, must at least make an effort to share this point of view. For only that disinterested temper which is lost in the great tide of worshipping love can save our small prayer from sentimentality, self-occupation, the vices of the devotee; and defeat the ignoble tendency to make God useful to man, instead of man useful to God.

So the awe-struck yet confident drawing nigh of the praying soul to the mystery over against it, the lifting up of the eyes of the little creature to that Holy Reality in humble worship—not because it wants something, but because it feels His compelling attraction, the strange magnetism of the Divine—this dim and yet delighted wonder must be the soul's first instinctive response to God's self-revelation. It is a response which seems to arise spontaneously in the very deeps of the natural life, and bind

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all creation, conscious and unconscious, into one single act of worship; praising and magnifying that Absolute Beauty and Truth for and by whom all things are made. There is a story by Osbert Sitwell, which tells how a traveller in the equatorial forests, hearing strange sounds at night, looked out from his window ; and saw in the courtyard, where it was imprisoned, a great anthropoid ape—one of those tragic creatures just verging on the human—bowing in solemn adoration before the splendour of the rising moon. The traveller gazed at this spectacle with awe. 'I had seen', he said, ' the birth of religion.' Innocent nature emerging from its sleep, and already finding in that first vague moment of consciousness something beyond itself which it must adore; the first and simplest of the self-disclosures of God, pouring out His strange beauty upon the natural scene, and inviting His creatures' recognition along the channels of sense. And surely in this primitive, instinctive act of worship, this profound abasement of the creature before the unspeakable mystery over against it, we see something both sacred and fundamental in the relation of all life to God; the first glimmering consciousness of Supernature, everywhere present, and speaking to the supernatural spark that is buried within us, in a tongue that it can understand. As the Magi came a long and difficult journey, to find that the shepherds were before them;

An interesting comment. In Luke, we are told that the shepherds found the infant Christ in a manger in a stable, as there was no room at the inn for the travellers from Nazareth. No wise men feature in Luke's narrative, nor, in fact, do any animals, though these may well have shared the stable. In any case, if present, the animals were not there "first" except by chance.

In Matthew, we are told that the wise men visited Him in his parents' house in Bethlehem. There is no mention of shepherds, or stable, or animals.

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and even the hurrying shepherds found the animals already in place—so it is deep within the natural order that

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the embryonic power of prayer, which is at bottom a state or condition of soul rather than a distinct activity, stirs from its sleep.

Adoro te devote, latens Deltas,
Quae sub his figuris vere latitas.

Here adoration begins, in a realistic acknowledgement of the Transcendent, however imperfectly understood. For all prayer is first evoked by the gentle self-revelation of Spirit to spirit; the disclosure of His glory in a way that our limited minds can bear, 'coming down like the rain into a fleece of wool, even as the drops that water the earth'. In the splendour of tropical moonlight; in those symbolic acts of the religious cult which lead us beyond themselves to Him; in the persistent and secret touches of Spirit in the soul's deeps, or in the powerful and heart-searching love of some inconspicuous saint, the only Perfect perpetually invites our recognition: and here, to recognize is to adore.

Thus adoration is the first and greatest of life's responses to its spiritual environment; the first and most fundamental of spirit's movements towards Spirit, the seed from which all other prayer must spring. It is among the most powerful of the educative forces which purify the understanding, form and develop the spiritual life. As we can never know the secret of great art or music until we have learned to look and listen with a self-oblivious reverence, acknowledging a beauty that is beyond our grasp—so the claim and loveliness of God remain un-

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realized, till we have learned to look, to listen, to adore. Then only do we go beyond ourselves and our small vision, pour ourselves out to that which we know not, and so escape from our own pettiness and limitations into the universal life.

Tibi se cor meum totum subjicit
Quia te contemplans totum deficit.

Adoration can never long remain a private ecstasy. As sometimes in the vast and solemn life of the mountains or the forest, or in the small perfection of a very humble plant, we are suddenly aware of the breathless worship which creation offers to its God; so now we enter into a new relation with that whole created order, and realize our own part in its response to the Creative Love. 'We scale', says Nicholas of Cusa, 'that wall of invisible vision beyond which Infinity is to be found'; join with those who see more than ourselves, and accept the fellowship of those who see less. Our small voices, so feeble in their solitude, augment the one universal chorus of creation; with angels and archangels and all the company of heaven lauding and magnifying one Holy Name.

It is true, that when we come to the practice of this surrendered adoration, so difficult to the troubled and arrogant soul of the modern world, we discover with a certain astonishment that there is much less difference than we like to suppose between our methods and possibilities and those of the primitive; already stirred by a spirit that he knows not to

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abase himself before the mystery of the Unseen. We bring, as St. Paul would say, our 'carnal' inheritance with us, and share his childlike status over against the Reality of God. Thus we worship, not yet in spirit or in truth, but as best we can. As the primitive sought to express his deep emotion in ritual action, his naive and puzzled sense of the Unseen in myth, we are compelled by our limitations to the same devices. We are still drawn to rhythms and gestures which come to us from the childhood of man; still find significance in practices of which the lowly origin is hardly concealed. Whether it be the survival or deliberate reproduction of ancient cultus—the Easter taper of tradition, or the votive electric light of the modern shrine—there is surely a deep pathos in these childlike motions of the soul. Again and again men perceive their inadequacy, and again and again revert to this, the natural language of symbol and myth. Thus, ascending to the 'fine point of the spirit' we are yet treading primaeval strata all the way; and this is far better, safer and more humbling than trying to make the journey through the air. The world's altar-stairs begin in the jungle; and there is a disconcerting continuity between the first awed and upward look of pithecanthropus and the dark contemplation of the saint. We cannot go far in the life of devotion without being reminded of this humbling solidarity of the race. For man, whether 'civilized' or 'uncivilized', knows very little about the Being of God. The great mountain ranges of

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His unsearchable majesty are hidden in the clouds; and the more fully the soul enters the life of prayer, the more deeply it realizes this. Clouds and darkness are round about Him. Adoro te devote latens Deitas is the last word of the worshipping spirit, as well as the first.

Yet the whole of life in its splendour and contrasts, seen with the eyes of humble admiration, will give us hints and intimations of that Reality and that Presence which transcends and supports it; and points beyond itself to the Perfection on which it depends. God, who is there before us, invites our delighted praise along a thousand paths. Limited incarnations and disclosures of the Eternal, moulding the web of things to His revealing purpose, and using the rich beauty of creation to convey a Beauty Increate, perpetually stir to life our latent tendency to awe-struck worship. Love and sacrifice in humble places guarantee the Love that moves the stars.

For Christian experience, the life and person of Christ stand apart as the greatest of these self-revelations; the perfect self-expression of the Holy in human terms, and the supreme school and focus of man's adoring prayer. For here the Invisible God, by the most wonderful of His condescensions, discloses His beauty and attraction—the brightness of His glory and the express image of His person—in a way that is mercifully adapted to our limitations, and meets us on our own ground. Therefore the events of Christ's life—alike the most strange and

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the most homely—are truly 'mysteries'. They contain far more than they reveal. They are charged with Spirit, and convey the supernatural to those who are content to watch and adore. Because of this, Christian devotion moves ever to and fro between adoring and intimate prayer; passing through the incarnational veil to the Absolute Beauty, and returning to find the Absolute Beauty shining through the incarnational veil. 'Let thy thoughts be always upward to God and direct thy prayer to Christ continually,' says Thomas a Kempis. Thus the great horizon gives its meaning to the welcoming figure; and the welcoming figure makes the great horizon safe and fair. And here the soul's actual prayer will be a reflection of its whole life. The only preparation for such an adoring approach to Spirit, is a daily response to circumstance which is coloured by the delighted reverence that finds the natural scene and all its contacts and relationships, its sufferings and enjoyments, sacred for the sake of His indwelling and overshadowing Life. 'The Holy Spirit', says Grou, 'will either govern all your actions, or cease to govern your prayer.' It is only when life and prayer are thus well mixed together, that the atmosphere has been created in which the work of prayer can be done. For it is within this penetrating and awestruck sense of God Present, not as one among other facts and demands, but as the one real Fact and Demand ever pressing on His creature, that self-giving to His purposes emerges and grows. Adora-

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tion, for the soul which has truly learnt it, will, as it more and more possesses the praying spirit, lead on to self-offering. Then the deep prayer in which we pass away from our preoccupations and sink down into the soul's ground, will tend more and more to become a very simple act of self-abandoned love. And as each great phase of the life of prayer ever tends to pass over into silence, so this. First the best words and rhythms that men have found, to stir and maintain the mind and heart in its worship of Reality: and then the pause and hush of a delighted homage: and at last something so absolute, that the creature is lost in an act of praise which possesses, engulfs, transcends its very life.

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1906 - The Miracles of Our Lady Saint Mary

1911 - Mysticism

1912 - Introduction to The Cloud of Unknowing

1913 - The Mystic Way

1914 - Introduction: Richard Rolle - The Fire of Love

1915 - Practical Mysticism

1915 - Introduction: Songs of Kabir

1916 - Introduction: John of Ruysbroeck

1920 - The Essentials of Mysticism, and other Essays

1922 - The Spiral Way

1922 - The Life of the Spirit and the Life of Today (Upton Lectures)

1926 - Concerning the Inner Life

1928 - Man and the Supernatural

1929 - The House of the Soul

1933 - The Golden Sequence

1933 - Mixed Pasture: Twelve Essays

1936 - The Spiritual Life

1943 - Introduction to the Letters of Evelyn Underhill
by Charles Williams

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